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new lj.... [17 Apr 2005|01:43pm]
new livejournal.....


hope you guys like it.
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i have a lot of ..... [16 Apr 2005|08:57am]
well today day is going to be so much fun even thought i have a lot of running to do let see i have ...

at 10 a tanning appointment then at 11 i have to be up in solon for me orthodontist appointment then i have to come home call steph have her come over so we can make our french food then latter on after we are done we have to go to my grandmas. so yeah fun fun.

well i got to go sry the update was so short i love most of you love courtney
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hahahha [14 Apr 2005|03:47pm]
hahaha chelsse read this you will love it lol
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Your name is
Your sex is
Your favorite color is
You are stuck there becausethe penguins saved you
For _____ years29
With Johnny Depp. Click for pic.
He/She will think you arestrong
You willkill him/her
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..... [14 Apr 2005|03:42pm]
[ mood | .... ]

well just sitting at my dads house right now.

today was ok latter on we are gonna go see juanita and her baby. yep she had it at 12:30 this morning. 12 in long, 8 pounds 14 ounces. i can not wait to go see it. it was a really long labor but she is ok well both of them are ok.

anyways it is kind of dull aroung here there aint nothing to do at all. oo well i guess i am gonna go outside or someting

love most of you
love courtney

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[14 Apr 2005|03:42pm]
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Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
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sitting in studyhall [13 Apr 2005|01:59pm]
[ mood | tired ]

well i am actually in french but we are in the lib today looking up french foods for food day. lol fun fun not. anyways i can not wait till saturday cuz steph is coming over so we can make our french food. fun fun.

omg i am so tired i went to bed at like 9.30 ish and i got woke up by everybody talking so i went out to the living room and my dad mom and junitta were all there and it was 2:30 in the morning and i guess her water broke just a minute ago so we had to wait and see if she had got any contractions or anything like that so we were up untill like 6 in the morning and that is the time i got up cuz i tried to go to sleep but i could not cuz i was to worried about her so then about 6 she was getting contractions really bad so we called her doctor and they told her to bring her in so we took he around 7 and i was there untill about 9 something and they finally told us she is gonna be ok but se has to stay cuz she is going in to pre-labor and that she is gonna probabbly have the baby around 4 or 5. so yeah my dad just took us to school. so yeah i am dead tired lol

well the guy i like dumped his lunch down the frnt of him tear. lol he is so cute thought cuz i was sitting in study hall and he came by and talked to me and told me what happend and yeah then latter he came by again and i had my head down and i guess he was calling my name and i did not hear him and i guess he just walked away cuz he was out side the door and i guess i did not hear him. so i never found out what he wanted tear.

well i got to go love most of u
love courtney

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nothing going on [12 Apr 2005|05:40pm]
[ mood | calm ]

well there is not alot going on. just sitting here doing nothing just talking to juanita, mike, and ali. fun fun.

cant wait for saturday i get to hand out with my lovable stephy lol. can wait. lol yah we get to cook french food fun fun. lol

well tomorrow i get to go get a tan cant wait for that either lol

got to go talk 2 u guys latter on love most of u courtney

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well not a hole lot [11 Apr 2005|03:14pm]
well there is not alot going on. it has been a pretty good day so far. i just got home a little bit ago so my dad has not got home to tell me to clean or yell at me so it is all good well for a little bit lol.

i am still confused right now cuz i want to be over him but i cant he is so cute and sweet. s i dont no what to do cuz he sometimes acts like he likes me then other times he dont and he is going to prom with this other girl he really likes which i think is very strange cuz she has a bf.omg it just hit me duh he got in to a fight today with the girl he is going to prom with her bf's brother. omg duh i just understood what happend today lol.
well i still dont no what to do

well i got to go love most of u
love courtney
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[10 Apr 2005|03:19pm]
In your eyes, people see brightness in
everything.... and I mean... EVERYTHING! You're
so optimistic and think of everything as just a
new adverture! You're very energetic, happy,
fun, and loving. Everyone seems to want to be
just like you because you're a great example of
people who live life to its fullest! You don't
really have a sanctuary... That is... Besides
the whole world >.< You love to have a good
time and enjoy yourself among your friends,
family, even strangers or by yourself! However,
being so happy and energetic can also be your
downfall... Some people might see you as a
crazy person who doesn't take anything
seriously, but that's so not true! Just because
you see life better than them doesn't give them
the right to act crabby. Keep living life to
its fullest and hopefully you can drag some
other people along with you ^-^

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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lol this is kind of me. i am very hyper,and happy well most of the time lol.
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wow [10 Apr 2005|02:15pm]
wow there is so much drama going on.
god dam can anyone get along?
everywhere i go there is always someone fighting.

well anyways i was gonna go to the play today but guess not.
no one was home i was gonna go with megan but she cant.

right now i am kind of just chilling out at my moms.
my dad went to look at more houses.
surprise surprise lol not.

well i got to go talk 2 u guys latter
love most of you
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all right [09 Apr 2005|08:25pm]
[ mood | guys confuse me so much ]

well today was ok i guess. there was not a lot going on we stayed home most of the day and all so it was kind of quite. tomorrow me and megan are gonna go to see the play. fun fun cant wait. well the bad news is i dont no what is going on with a serten person cuz i gess he is going to go to prom with an 11th grader oo well idk well i kind of but i will get over it but he confuses me so much lol well i gto to go talk 2 u guys latter on
love most of u

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alots to do [08 Apr 2005|06:34pm]
[ mood | confused ]

well tonight i got a lot to do lol well i am gonna go skating then mike is gonna come and pick me up and take me bowling and i wanted to see if one of my freinds wanted to come but i can not get a hold of any of them so i might be going by my self dam it i dont want to go by my self lol oo well it will still be fun. then tomorrow i might have to go spend the night at my grandmas house cuz i have not seen her in a while but i dont no. my sisters birthday is coming up. tear she would have been 19 god dam i feel young lol omg something wounderfull happended today well i got to go talk 2 u guys latter on
love most of u
love courtney

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french..... [07 Apr 2005|08:21pm]
[ mood | dont no what to think ]

well i went on the french trip today fun fun. not really cuz i missed people. tear tear lol anyway when i got back in school i skiped most of 7th period cuz i went down to talk 2 barton cuz she wanted me to come and and talk 2 after i got back and i went down there and she took like most of french i had like 3 minutes left so it was all good. but mike (not saying the last name) was in there and when i was walking to go down to her room i pushed him and he was like " o thanks u gonna beat me up now" and i was like yep what are u gonna do about it and he was like ooo u are gona get it latter on then he laughed and walked away but the thing is i did not no he has study hall with barton 7th period so anyways i was in there and i was just gonna stay in there till the bell cuz i have like 3 minutes left and miss barton said no cuz she dont want to get in trouble and i said so u are kicking me out and mike was like yeah what are u gonna do about it and i was like oo thanks i love u to. lol he is so cute. well i got to go talk 2 u guys latter
love most of u

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so happy [05 Apr 2005|06:45pm]
[ mood | cant wait till i see him ]

well today was pretty nice. me and steph made up on friday. i am very happy about that lol anyway someone kept asking me to talk to someone else ( which happend to be who i liked) well anyway the guy i like i think he likes me to cuz he was talking to my freind and my freind told me he likes me to but we need to talk the bad thing about me is i am shy so i never went and talked to him but anyway before 7th period i was standing out side the french room talking to someone and they were in the doorway and i was in the hall sort of but anyway he came up behind me and hit me on my left sholder as he was walking by but yeah anyways i did not see him and i could not figure out who hit me untill he turned around and smiled at me and started to laught and i was like was that u and he was like yeah. ya i am pretty out of it as u can all tell cuz when i am out of it i will just start talking about stupied things lol. well i got to go love most of u

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fun weekend [03 Apr 2005|08:18pm]
[ mood | amused ]

wow i had so much fun this weekend sammy and sarah spent the night. it was so crazy. we were up like all night untill like 6 in the morning god was it fun. lol
Sammy ,sarah- lol i had so much fun this weekend with u guys lol " blow me bitch" lol jking you no what i mean i love ya guys
anyways me and brian broke up (tear) it is ok i gess he said he still wants to be freinds yeah what ever lol anyways i dont want to got o school tomorrow cuz i have so much shit i have to do for english and i have not done ie well i gess i better go do it
love most of u

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drama drama drama [01 Apr 2005|05:54pm]
god i hate drama lol well right now me and shorty are ok but me and steph well.... we are still fighting. oo well we will get over it lol i think i am spending the night over at sarahs and i think sam is comeing to then i think we are all just gonna crash at my moms tomorrow night what fun. lol and tomorrow shorty gets to come i am happy we are freinds again lol can u say party over here. lol not really thought cuz " someone" had to go ruin it for us lol jp april fools i am having a party only like 4 mabye 6 people are gonna be there i no me ,sammy,sarah,chelsi ( shorty), jen and mike ( i am not sure of ithink they might be coming. lol well i got to go i love most of u
love courtney
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hope u like [27 Mar 2005|04:36pm]
hope u guys like the pictures i will add more latter cuz that is not all of them happy easter to everyone
call me on my cell 330-296-5608
love ya guys
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pics [27 Mar 2005|04:19pm]
hey here are so pics of my cusion and his freind at his house and my boyfreind.
but there are so weird pics.
some of them were a little to drunk.
if u no what i mean lol

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this is katlyn she is a little out of it

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my aunt karen and her freind

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here is mike

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wow i actually think one of my cuz's
(ben) is thinking prob not he is
just playing a beer game

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wow i think stacy had alittle to
much to drink she could not even walk

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god i loved taken
this picture

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this would be tim
he hates hi picture taken

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my crazy uncle

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greg and some other dude

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wow she smiled

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awww how cute sarah
and her i love jess sighn

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i think that is my leg

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this is my bf
he looks alittle
funny in this pic

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we were listin
to music and
he started dancing
it was funny

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he is still dancing

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i love this pic of him
god dam he is so

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this is me u cant see brian but u can see
gregs hand trying to wake us up
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hey [26 Mar 2005|09:02pm]
wow right now i am at my cuz's house. he is having a party there is alot of hot guys here.lol i know some of them but not all of them and i just found out that one of nick's freinds like me his name is brian so yeah we might end up going out.lol well i got to go dont want to miss all the fun
love u guys lots
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skating [26 Mar 2005|11:36am]
[ mood | just got up ]

well i went skating last night. it was all right. sarah was not there thought. but me and steph are ok now. god i missed her lol. anywya sammy came over last night after skating and spend the night it was alot of fun lol. well before skating yesterday i got my new cell phone so i am happy about that. well sry there aint alot to say but i got to go
love most of u

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sitting here [24 Mar 2005|08:24pm]
well i just got done talking to sammy and sarah. we are all freinds again. well at least most of us are anyway lol. i think i am gonna cry sarah is not coming skating tomorrow tear well atleast sam will be there. i was gonna see if sam and i wanted to go hang out in whindam but he " lover/freind" aint gonna be there so idk if we are or not. let me no if u want to sam. well i got to go
love most of u
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thanks [24 Mar 2005|06:45pm]
thank you alyssa for doing my backround i love it.
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i dont no what to do anymore [22 Mar 2005|03:24pm]
i need help. i do not no what to do anymore. i am so confused. i hate my life. all this shit going on with my mom and dad and then i think one of my best freinds hate me cuz now she is sidding with the other one but in the first place she told me she wanted to kick her ass and now she is all buddy buddy with her so what the fuck? i am just so confussed. you no what i dont give a shit what people say or think anymore. i give up i dont care anymore.
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crying [18 Mar 2005|11:52pm]
[ mood | crying ]

omg there is so much going on right now  i just dont no what to do. ok first of all i hate when people lie to me. 2nd stpeh and joel got in to a big fight cuz joel called stpeh " cassie" 2 times so she got pissed and yeah a huge fight and joel i felt so bad for him cuz he was crying and all this other shit but i still do not think steph should have made it suck a big deal. yeah i no she " loves" him and all but omg. it just really botherd me when joel was crying cuz this is what? the 4th time she has made that boy cry or sad? god dam i would go find someone better. i am sry but wow i am sry but it is just wrong. i felt so bad for him i was actually crying in public for the first time because i hate to see when one of my best guy freinds are hurrting and he was hurtting pretty bad. then he took her back again they were holding each other and crying and talking i am sry not to be mean or anything but god dam i would have not have done that me and sarah both think it is gonna happen again or something like it and she is gonna end up hurting him again and i just dont wanna see him hurt. yeah ok steph dont like cassie but omg freak out he  called u cassie lets go kill him cuz of it.  i can understand why she can be a little pissed but that was totally wrong she took it way to far. i am sry it is just my opinion and all but i dont think they should stay together. i ams ry yeah they are cute and all but i am sry if she is gonna kept hurting him that aint right. i am sry. but yeah i cried in public  for the first time sammy,erica,sarah and a cupple other people were trying to calm me down thatnk u guys for beaing there and 4 trying 2 help me. but i just  dont no what to do. i am sry but steph that was tooken way  to far yeah i no u hate her but wow that was so wrong. sry it is just mine and sarahs thougth.


courtney and sarah

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at my moms [18 Mar 2005|06:11pm]

I hate you so much.

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